today was a intresting day. this morrning my day started off bad and just got worse. like my bf got mad at me and that just didnt help the situation. i just hope to talk to him tonight. i love him so much and i know he knows that i love him adn i dont want to lose him. i want to be with him for a long time.

well today me and michael had a long talk and we started going out.we talked about everything that has been going on and what we should do about it. and last night he talked me into gettin my nipples pierced.it is gunna hurt so bad.lol. but whatever i said i would so i am going to.. i love him very much and he means the world to me..
i love you baby

every day i sit and wonder where i am going to end up and what i am gunna end up with. in the last two months i have found someone that means the world to me. he has been there no matter what.. when i was going threw my bitch stage he was still there telling me that he cares about me and that he loves me. there aint many guys you can find like that. they are all usually all thinking about one thing. and i thought i would never fall for anyone ever again. but i have found my self doing that for this one special person. in the past i have had to deal with total ass holes. and i dont want to ever have to do that again. and like i was so scared to get hurt when i first met this person. and no matter what he always told me that he isnt gunna do that. and i belive him. when he told me that he loved me i balled my eyes out. because i know he is not gunna lie to me because he has no reason to.